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it's been a while...

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 19:01:01 +0200

it has indeed been a while. today i was forced to reconsider my life as i realised that art may in fact not be the path for me. but if not art, then what?? i am stuck in the proverbial rut. i'm on an art course at the moment but considering jacking it all in, it's simply not working - i'm not producing anything i'm proud of and i can't work out if it's because i don't like college, i'm not trying hard enough or it's just a bad time.

On a plus side i now have two jobs - i am a barmaid and i work on the food counters in a supermarket. Which is kind of fun, a lot better than i expected. My manager is a real charmer and everyone is really nice.

i am considering taking up meditation but i don't really know what to do or when to do it - first thing in the morning or last thing at night? or both? i just feel i need a break from people. i've made some friends at college but it's not great. they just aren't really filling the hole left by my old friends and life is just not that fun anymore. I don't know what to do or even what i want to do...aaaaaaaarghghghg

i'm just bored. with everything. which is kind of sad because i'm only 18. what should i do with my life????

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Shopping, Sunshine and Strawberry Milkshake

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 19:09:35 +0200

That pretty much sums up today...

Now that I have officially finished school, cleared out my locker and left, I am filling my days with fun things such as lie-ins, decorating and shopping. Today i bought some new jeans, tops and a cardie - all reduced in the sale!! The past few days I have been doing painting in the house - not the artistic kind - which has involved wearing my sexy(!) painting clothes and discovering that i have paint/wallpaper shavings in my hair at regular intervals. Charming.

I have also been indulging in David Tennant - not the real one (i wish) - but watching the episodes i missed of doctor who/friday night project that he was on. He's so cute but when you read the comments on youtube - some people are OBSESSED...

Speaking of the friday night project - now the sunday night project - how much do you love alan carr, he's pure comedy. Also looking forward to House tonight, one of my favourite shows.

That's all for now...
Here's a joke for you...

What goes black white black white black white black white???
A nun rolling down a hill

What's black and white and laughing???
The nun that pushed her!!!

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My first random act...

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 09:05:00 +0200

So last week I undertook my first random act of kindness, I put £3 in an envelope with a little note saying have a great day, then I left it in the Robbs toilets in Hexham. On the envelope i wrote "I left this here for someone to find and that someone is now you!". I felt SO nervous, I'm not sure why, it's just not the kind of thing I would normally do.

I left my e-mail on the note too, not my normal one but a new one, but no-one wrote to me, I guess I probably wouldn't either as you have to give up your own privacy to send an e-mail. it's a shame that everyone is so suspocious these days, if I found money in an envelope I would think there was a catch.

Today I am going to do another random act of kindness but i can't think what...HELP ME!!!

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introduction

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 20:05:33 +0200

i am a 17 year old girl, living in newcastle, i like art and languages and generally messing around

inspired by the random acts of kindness sweeping the globe i decided to begin my own

i decided to try to do one a week, the hardest part is thinking of ideas but it's fun

i leave a little note in with my chosen act of kindness and i'm going to write my blogline on there too, that way people can let me know if i made their day

cheerio xx

"it's nice to be important but it's more important to be nice"

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